My soul went for a walk

Confusion takes my mind
My hearth shrinks on pain
I try to fight and survive
But my spirit is not the same
It hurts deep inside
Intrinsically connected with me
And I don’t understand why
This pain is always here

Does it have a reason?
What can I learn from that?
It is a sign from spirit
Or my soul falling on death

I wish to make it past
Dissolve this burden away
But every time I think I got there
Pain comes back and stay

And so I fall again
Knowing I have no strength
Against this power of life
That manifest itself as pain

I see nothing I can do
No action I can take
And so I close my eyes
And imagine I’m far away

Hoping to make it true
Only scape to survive
The suffering that eats my mood
And takes over my mind

Waiting for the cycle to pass
And the sun to raise on the sky
So I can look at the beautiful things
That fill the human life

And while that doesn’t happen
I will patiently wait
Trying to keep the balance
On my hearth and brain

So if you see me sadly
Watching days pass by
Please look with compassion
Don’t think I gave up on life

Remember an honest smile
That gently draws on my face
The hope for another day of trials
And for consciousness to come and stay



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